Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Final Thoughts


Final Thoughts on the Course
My favourite assignment during this class was probably the final project. I liked doing this so much because i’ve heard of lots of classing creating their bucket list before and i’ve always envied other groups getting to create such a personal and rewarding project but unfortunately I was never able to do one in class until this year. TBL project really helped me expand my thinking and figure out what it really was I wanted to accomplish in my life and it was a really rewarding fulfilling experience to create all of my list items. My least favourite assignments were always the reading reflections. Even though I understand the importance of the reading reflections I felt it was hard for me to get into the rhythm of keeping up to date with posting them on my blog and it was hard to focus on a certain book at some points.
Friday reading is a really good idea in my opinion. For people like myself it is sometimes hard to stay focused on a book and I rarely choose to read on my own time so having the reading classes helped me to complete reflections and actually read. I think you should keep the friday reading classes for your future classes! Monday writing reflections on the other hand I wasn’t much a fan of. Doing the writing reflections on the same day as reading reflections were sometimes a little hard to complete both at the same time. But, it is also safe to say that the writing reflections were easy to accomplish and the topic we had to write about was always straight to the point making them relatively easy.
To be honest my personal opinion about the WRN is that it should be optional. I found that it was not helpful to me and I think it should be an option for students who want to put more personal things into it rather then posting them on their blog if they aren’t comfortable with everyone viewing them. The blog itself was a great idea. At first, I was very unsure about the whole idea and my thoughts were, “this is not what I signed up for” but in the end I actually found a new love for blogging and the whole technology part of the course. It was a really cool idea and I think you should continue with this style for next year and years to go! there is probably a lot more to teach and learn to expand the growth of blogs to influence the course to be even better.  Tweeting was not my personal fav part of the course. I feel like I spend too much time on twitter as it is so that’s why I don’t enjoy tweeting in class but you’re right. The class proved that twitter can definitely be educational and helpful. 
The introduction of so much technology to the course was really beneficial and I never felt overwhelmed with the amount of new stuff being taught because I was actually interested in learning more because it was technology, not chemistry or physics. During this course I learnt that I am becoming a better writer from practicing so much with the reflections. Even though it was sometimes painful doing the reflections it for sure helped develop me as a writer. I also learned that I am pretty creative and do not give myself enough credit. I think this because i’m pretty proud of my blog because I managed to organize it well and keep it up to date at all times. 
Some comments I have to say to you Ms. Mclauchlin is that you did a great job creating this new form of creative writing and that I can guarantee that you will inspire other teachers to hopefully choose this same style of teaching and give them the understanding of how it works so well with students. I hope the florida conference goes better then excellent! Final advice I have for future students is just to always make sure they keep their blog up to date rather then doing it all last minute and to use class time wisely.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Writing Reflection #12

"writing reflection number 11 IM ALL FINISHED MY TBL PROJECT, my fingers are sore from all the blogging. @Cre8tiveHavoc"


@Forcedentries


I'ts crazy but I am finally all done with this project! one goal I have for myself is with the final day being tomorrow to maybe look back and edit a few blog entries just to make sure everything is at the level I want!

Reading Reflection #11


"reading reflection number 11 "we're blaming what happend on the alcohol are we?" ....
@Cre8tiveHavoc #relating #wakeupcall"

@Forcedentries

I relate to this somehow... when Darcy was told this it made me realize that I also have to take responsibilty for my own actions when under the influence... and It is only hyprocritical of me to route for Darcy and not do the same for myself! TAKE ACTION AND RESPONSIBILTY

Now what?


FInally, after all that hard work or copying, pasting, taking snap shots and much more... I have completed my TBL bucket list. It seems as though it was much easier then I thought it would be. I have so many dreams in life and this bucket list is a good way of keeping track of all those things so they don’t get lost in the back of my mind with the other 100 thoughts that do each day of my life.
One way i’m going to tackle some of these items off my list is just by being persistent on not giving up hope at all! i’m always going to be positive about completing these goals and i’m already on my way of completing some of the things like graduating!  One of the things that excites me most about knowing this buried life project has come to an end is because I know I now actually have time to get into action and start getting to work on crossing off each goal I have made on that list. Now that all the planning and brain storming is over with, i’m ready to begin searching for my buried life and i’m sure I will continue adding to the list as well. This class has now come to a very quick and clean end, but it has really opened up my mind the last month of so and really made me discover what I want in life most and who I want to spend it with. Family and friends! One goal I will make for myself is to try my best to cross off at least 2 things this summer from my bucket list . One of the things i'd like to cross off would be water skiing or maybe even volunteering at a clinic! the way I will accomplish the first one is easy of course... I will try again at the lake. The only reason I won't be able to do it would just be my nerves getting in the way, but if I push those aside, I should be ok. The second one might be a little difficult to cross of the list just because I'm going to be so busy this summer but I do have the hookups. My friend Saida has been volunteering at the clinic with the K for a few years now and i'm sure she would be able to get me involved. I hope I can manage to get those two items crossed off my list this summer, that will be the ultimate goal for me.

Visual #25

13. Get married


COLLAGE MADE BY YOURS TRULY ;)

Visual #24

28. Go to a movie premiere

"HEY GIRLS"


COLLAGE MADE BY ME :)

Visual #23

31. Go camping again



This picture was taken recently. It was so much fun chilling with all
these girls in the camping enviornment and we all acted like dirty teenage
boys and had a wild, fun and most importantly safe time... next time we 
just need to learn how to pitch a tent. WOOO girls night.

Visual #22


12.Graduate high school

(hopefully with this project, not only will I graduate 
high school, but also get at least a 90% on this project)


Visual #21

43. Get a tattoo 

This is a picture of my sisters tattoo and as much as I LOVE the look of it, I don't completely understand the point of having a tattoo. I love the way they look and I want to get one sometime in my life, but i'm not just going to go out and get one for the heck of it! I have to really think it threw first... bad a tattoo would be pretty bad ass.

Visual #20

50. Go streaking

The reason I chose this picture is because when we watched
 the episode of theseguys streaking I have never laughed quite as
hard in a classroom this year. It was so fun to see these hilarious
guys streak! they didnt get away with it but they stilldid it and felt unreal
after... even though they went to jail for the night. These guysinspired me to
want to go streaking once in my life!

Visual #19

19. Go to the cove and free the dolphins

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KRD8e20fBo

I remember watching this documentary and being so extremely sadened.
I swam with the dolphins once and its not that i regret it but after watching
this particular footage you may think of freeing the dolphins instead of
contributing to the multi million dollar business that is harming every single
dolphins life!

Visual #18

24. Swim in the ocean at night

Visual #17

34. Have twins


I chose this picture because my mom is a twin and
it relates to number 34 on my bucket list. I'm not too
sure what my chances are in having twins, but I think
they are pretty darn high!

Visual #16

2. Design and build my own house

This picture was taken from the internet but was minorly edited by me!
I selected this particular photo because I love ikea so much and it never disapoints!
you can find whatever you want in your home here in this one store!



Visual #15

18. Learn how to fluently speak sign language

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Reading Reflection #10

"reading relection 10. @Cre8tiveHavoc My character is a man eater. she isn't even doing it in a classy behaviour. nothing she does shocks me"

Honestly, it seems to me Darcy can't control herself when it comes to men. It is crazy to read about all her experiences with them and she just can't seem to live normally with one. She is always on the edge and always thinking about herself.. it seems sometimes she just wants to get caught cheeting to spice things up a bit more in her life, cause it is just so boring already...

@Forcedentries

Reading Reflection #9


Emily Gifin
Something Blue
Pages 34- 40
During the beginning of this reading I really felt more positively towards Darcy as a character. She was really trying her best to be faithful to her fiance and brush away any temptations towards Marcus. In fact, she set Marcus and Rachel up on a date and you could tell that her intentions seemed to be a bit better and wanted to truly be happy for the two of them, after all Rachel was her best friend and Marcus was also one of Dexter’s closer friends.
Of course, Darcy ends up slipping and confesses her thoughts and plans that she claims she will not go through with behind Dexter or Rachel’s back but of course things get out of hand and Marcus and Darcy end up sleeping together. It is so sick to me because you can tell how badly she is urging to be with Marcus the whole time. I just do not understand how she can let the fact that her best friend likes this guy slip right into the back of her head, and of course... how can she forget her fiance? I am beginning to think Darcy is extremely selfish and is always thinking about herself first. I don’t even feel bad for her that Dexter and Rachel end up also having an affair together. I don’t feel bad because as much as no one deserves that in life those two deserve to be happy instead of being stomped all over by Darcy all the time.

Writing Reflection #11

"writing reflection number 11... my goal for the rest of the week in class is to get up to 20 visuals completed and posted! @Cre8tiveHavoc"

I can accomplish this goal by staying motivated and reminding myself that there
is no more time for fooling around, especially with only 14 days left of school.

@Forcedentries

Writing Reflection #10

My tweet to you! keeping you updated on how my bucket list is
coming along and the progress of my project!

"writing relection 10. My bucket list is all finished and posted on my blog. Things are well. gotta get down those visials. @Cre8tiveHavoc"

@Forcedentries

Reading Reflection #8


Emily Giffin
Something Blue
Pages 24-34
I’m starting to really get into this book. I’m at the point where she is talking about how she met Marcus, her fiances best man and room mate from college. This part is so interesting to me because it’s like watching a love story or even a soap opera. It is funny because I actually imagine what all the characters look like now and visualize each scene and what is taking place. When Darcy talks about her feelings for Marcus I can sort of relate. She says he is not someone she would typically be attracted to but his personality and his I don’t really give a crap behaviour really make him more attractive. I feel like I mostly judge on personality too, I don’t care what you look like as long as there is some physical attraction all is good. It is all about the damenor of the person and if they are cool calm and collected its irresistable! 
Continuing reading this chapter Darcy makes a comment explaining this attraction to Marcus. She says, “I thought about what a shame it would be that I would never experience another first kiss. That I would never fall in love again.” Right after reading that I knew that Darcy would not go threw with marrying Dexter and that it was so obvious why she always cheated on him. She was not happy in her life and needed a spark of something. A spark of sin and a spark of Marcus.

Reading Reflection #7


Emily Giffin
Something Blue
Page 22-24
Reading this book has really brought my attention to the good old saying, “once a cheater, always a cheater” But, is that true? For some reason I always want to think no it isn’t. People can change and can change for the better, but only if they want to deep deep down inside. I put this book down for quite a while and had to re read a few pages. 
Focusing on only page 22-24 the main character Darcy has really made a statement for herself of what kind of person she is and makes me almost a little but nervous to know that anyone can act on their temptations to the opposite sex even when you’re in a long term relationship like her. It seems she is always wanting attention from someone weather it be her closest girlfriends, current boyfriend (s) or even parents. I have re evaluated Darcy a bit and I just feel like she is a very confused individual who thinks they are looking for someone, or something in particular. She always seems so love struck and is always thinking about a man but in reality it is so evident and clear to me that the only person she should really be trying to discover or pay attention to is herself! Darcy needs to learn who she is and be on her own. You know what they say, before you can find love you must love yourself first!

Visual Number 14

17. Take a cooking class

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Visual Number 8



8. Become good at saving money

This is a picture I took when I went to minni. It took me a while to save all that money... and I want to be able to do it again.. but not spend it all in one place. Try to use it for something other than just clothes... Oh my lord.. I shop too much.

Visual Number 7

32. Coach a volleyball team



Visual Number 6

This night was just so much fun I cant even get enough of it! I love watching the video and just thinking about how close our group became really makes me sad to think its all over in a few months. If I could relieve fashion show I wouldnt change a thing! I would just like to be with my group all over again!


51. Relive a night like fashion show

Visual Number 5

This photo was taken at my cabin, as Jackie and I sat there and watched 
maryn create the fire... we both realized that we wanted to be able to make one on 
our own, this summer I want to be able to take the time to learn the tricks 
behind the trade!

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Visual Number 4

10. Become a hot yoga freak



I really like this quote because I find it really inspirational and it releases a calm feeling and makes you really want to set out to be great after you read it.. I feel like yoga helps you stay calm and focused as well.. that is one reason why I want to get into it... very soothing!

Visual Number 3

33. Be a server at stellas cafe


(this isnt at stellas.. but it is a really good
 breakfast I made all by myself)

Visual Number 2

1. Run a marathon.


Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Things that make me shake my head.

THIS MAKES ME SHAKE MY HEAD NON STOP.
losing items... and the thing is. It's not just a pair of shorts or your favorite book. It is an iphone. You think oh my gosh stop being so materilaistic but the thing is I just paid $250 to get that phone fixed and now BOOM, it is gone. Also, I found out the price of replacing this device today.. aint cheap. It is $700. The thing that frustrates me most other than not being able to afford a new one... is not knowing where your phone is and being bothered by who might have it... this keeps me up at night. Dont judge me.

Author's Note


Author’s Note 
This year through creative writing, myself and other students in this class have been pushed in a few ways. We have been challenged to jump out of our comfort zones and during that we have all become complete technology experts. I know for sure that this class has been a learning experience for me and I have had my ups and downs struggling to do the simplest things like just logging onto the computer or network, never mind creating new emails and twitter accounts. However, I am now proud to say that I am a complete technology nerd!
One of the easier assignments of this course was our final project that I am working on right now. Making a list of things that I want to do before I die. To me, it is so exciting to be able to stretch your mind and try to visualize and create such great goals four ourselves. I’ve always been one to push my own limits no matter how high or unachievable they might seem. I have always been more than willing to try new things without being scared, so this was the perfect project for me.
Along the way of creating my bucket list I discovered a large amount of things about myself as a person and what my interests are. While I was making my list I learned that I really want to make a difference in peoples lives and also in my own.  A lot of my goals on my bucket list may be difficult to achieve but I know that if i try and strive to reach every single one either way no matter the outcome, I will gain so many memories and experiences. Nothing is impossible and I will set out to find my buried life!

Visual Number 1


3. Go to Turks and Caicos with my best friends


Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Bucket List

1. Run a marathon
2. Design and build my own house
3. Go to Turks and Caicos with my best friends
4. Travel Europe with a friend and meet new people
5. Meet.. "the love of my life" spontaneously one day
6. Build a garden in my yard
7. Buy a summer house somwhere I fall in love with
8. Become good at saving money
9. Learn how to water ski
10. Become a hot yoga freak
11. Take my mom and dad on a well deserved trip
12.Graduate university and keep going until im satisfied.
13. Get married
14. Figure out my career
15. Volunteer at a soup kitchen again on a regular basis
16.Build a fire on my own
17. Take a cooking class
18. Learn how to fluently speak sign language
19. Go to the cove and free the dolphins
20. Be a child mentor
21. Volunteer at a childrens clinic
22. Go sky diving
23. Become a book worm
24. Swim in the ocean at night
25. Teach my children great lessons
26. Go to VB all summer one year
27. Go to vegas when im 21
28. Go to a movie premiere
29. Go on stage with my favourite artist
30. Donate and committ to a charity
31. Go camping again
32. Coach a volleyball team
33. Be a server at stellas cafe
34. Have twins
35. Build a bench
36. Watch a criminal minds season all in one day
37. Have a massive closet
38. Have an even bigger shoe closet
39. Have a coffee station in my kitchen
40. Make my own wine
41.Work at starbucks
42. Design my own wedding dress
43. Get a tattoo
44. Go to bingo
45. Take lots of pictures of my kids
46. Buy a black lab or german sheopard
47. Go horse back riding through water
48.Go to Ellen Degeneres
49. Get on the kiss cam
50. Go streaking
51. Relive a night like fashion show

Monday, May 14, 2012

@Forcedentries

Writing Reflection #9

So far my new twitter account @Forcedentries is going really smoothly. For me it is really easy to tweet qucikly and sufficiently because I already had a personal account before my creative writing twitter was made. It is so easy for me because I already know how to properly search for whats trending, how to tweet at people, and how to look for friends or influential people for me to follow. One goal I want to keep for myself for my new twitter account is to just stay on task and you is just for class purposes and to of course keep it up to date! My things that I want to do before I die list is coming along really well. It is not as hard as I thought it was going to be and i'm finding it really easy to keep thinging of things to add to the list. Even though some of them are really small, theyre goals I want to accomplish. I may not be able to accomplish everything on my bucket list but having those goals is a first step!

Reading Reflection #6

What do you want to do before you die?By: The buried life boys
Whole book

In class we all looked through the book the buried life together. This reading reflection will be a little different then the usual one. The book the Buried life is almost like the show. The real life characters discuss what they want to do before they die and share with readers and viewers of their show what exactly it is they want to do before they die. It's so crazy to think that these four guys have really made a huge impact on a lot of peoples life just by thinking outsisde the box and really making something out of their lives. The thing I really liked while reading this book was the introductory and each of the four beautiful men sharing a bit about themselves. I also really liked how each page was different and had an illustration to go with the topic of what they wanted to do before they die. Some of the things really inspired me and touched my heart. Some of peoples ideas or thoughts were just so sweet or really inspiring. It makes me really want to influence others lives and make an impact like how the boys did on so many young and old people. This book really showed me that no matter how big or small your dream is you can reach it by having goals and going out there to chase your dream!

Friday, May 11, 2012

Things that make me shake my head

it is the most annoying thing having to walk on egg shells all the time around some people. Oh, I'm sorry I offended you by doing nothing wrong. Now, please grow up and get off the training potty. Why do people make such a big fuss with their friends about the littlest things that mean nothing.. oh you didn't come over one night? let's get mad about it cause it was obviously the friends intention to really piss you off and leave you out on purpose. SMH.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Things that make me shake my head

My 50 dollar foundation runs out... I see it coming. Days before it saw its last day I planned... "what next?" I knew I was on a tight budget and I knew that my face would break out from any other cheap foundation... I was right. so what do I do you wonder? I buy cheap stuff and my face blows up.... today I decided I needed to splurge.. after all it was payday Monday. I went and spent more ten usual on a new foundation that is more convenient for my laziness it's a spray called Dior airflash.. and let me tell you the name suits the makeup perfectly cause my money was gone in a flash. things that make me SMH... why is something that is only going to last for a few months so dayum expensive??

Monday, April 30, 2012

Reading Reflection #5

Emily Giffin
Something Blue
20-30


I’m still reading Something Blue and even though i’m reading very little of it... it’s still interesting me and i’m able to write good reflections about what i’ve read and taken in from the book. So far I have been introduced to a large amount of characters that all seem to be involved in a very complicated love triangle.. or what seems of even more then a triangle. It seems to be much more complicated then that actually.
Within the last bit of reading i’ve done I found out how the main character, Darcy and her what seems to be very evil and manipulating best friend Rachel met. They were friends forever and from reading they seemed to be unseperable. It’s funny to me because even though the two were so close they always seemed to be very competitive with each other and both girls were always trying to outshine one another. For some reason I cannot relate to that, maybe when I was younger I would always want to be the better soccer player, dancer, cheerleader, or volleyball player but even still to this day I never compete with my friends on who’s smarter or prettier or funnier. I just stay proud of my friends and continue to be happy for their earnings rather than envious of them.
One thing i found to be very ironic about this last reading is that I discovered Rachel was the one that introduced Darcy and Dex. It seems if she introduced the two that she was never interested in starting an affair seven years later, but everyone was obviously wrong. It makes me wonder if Darcy ever knew it was going on or if she was always too into the affair of her own with Marcus to even notice or care what was going on between her own fiance and so called best friend.

Things that make me shake my head

About 4 months ago my work changed from having uniforms (ugly near floor length dresses) to being able to wear whatever you wanted that was dressy. So being informed of that me plus 14 other hostesses went out and bought about 12 dresses... dresses are not cheap these days. I bought so many beautiful dresses and then the other day, we get told again that the dress code is changing to just skirts. I've found that all I'm really using my hard earned money for is just used for more work stuff... this just isn't right in my books... girls gotta eat!

Things That Make Me Shake My Head

Ok, your gonna think. there's something wrong with this, and let me tell you... there is. This is one of those things that make me shake my head back and forth repeatedly. People who steal my stuff, yeah that's right steal... as in go through your stuff while you're in the shower or downstairs buttering a piece of toast and the next thing you know, your looking for your favorite top one day or hand lotion and you find it in the bottom of your friends bag as you were trying to find some dayum lip chap of your own that they borrowed. this needs to stop! I'm comin after you

Writing Reflection #8

Last week we were assigned a new project. It was called "Newspaper Blackout" we had to search for random words within an article and create something similar to a poem or something that is relevant to our lives or maybe someone else's. The process was a little bit slower and frustrating for me at the beginning because I couldn't seem to find any words within any article that I could relate to. It seemed everything was depressing and gloomy so, after the first class of failing terribly in creating a blackout I went with what I could find and turned it into something that other people could maybe relate to. The challenges were trying to find things that I really liked and I wanted to create positive blackouts that sent a really good message to the readers rather then something sped of on the gloomy side. The success I had however was finishing them! it took me a few classes but I managed to not back out and keep blacking out! the thing that was unique about this style of writing was having to keep and open mind and creating something out of something that is already finished as compared to making something completely original and made fresh from your mind. While making this project I learned that I can challenge myself and it is possible to create something awesome even if your not in your comfort zone.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Things that make me shake my head #4

This post I'm about to write right now might even make you shake your head as well... correction it will make you shake your head. Lately I have been getting absolutely no sleep... ok, that's a bit of a hyperbole but it's been very restless the last few nights and I keep randomly waking up... I need to find a sleep remedy of some sort that isn't lavender because for some reason I just can't stand the smell of lavender. so ms. mclauchlin the reason this might make you SMH is because I will most likely be sleeping in tomorrow and be late for third period due to being a zombie that does not sleep.

Things that make me shake my head #3

Alright, im going to keep this one short and quick. Yesterday, my mom made me get a needle.... I'm not sure how to explain to you how much I fear needles but... I just cant do it. I cant... why must your parents make you get needles? why? I dont want that thing going in my arm. No thanks. Never again will I go through the embarrasment of being a 17 year old sweating in my boots in the doctors office while she rubs my back to make sure im ok and hug my head into my knees so I dont pass out... when will I grow up?

Monday, April 23, 2012

Things that make me shake my head #2

I must admit, it's pretty handy being able to blog from my phone.. simply cause when something makes me smh (shake my head) I can take note of it real quickly.. "so now that I'm 18 what is proper bar etiquette? what are the restrictions for dancing with girls" crickets would be heard at this moment. what would men like you to say? "knock yourself out, shake ya tail feather" I am not really concerned about this cause I'm confident enough to not care at this point and I am keeping calm and carrying on... but seriously.. men were really made on mars.

Things that make me shake my head #1

I will start off by saying, no I am not a fashion consultant but I know that there is definitely something wrong with this... socks and sandals..? is your name steve urkel? if it is please feel free to write on a name tag, put on a pair of suspenders, a bowtie and 46 inch glasses as well. I'm sorry I am very open to the idea of wearing whatever you like or what is comfortable for you but this really makes me shake my head... and im not sure whether to laugh or cry about it. You see a really good looking guy and all of a sudden you look down and see socks hiked up to the knees and damn addidas flip flops. OH, you were a 10 and now your a -14 in the looks department. I have a few questions for these "men" who all dress the same.. but they are not appropriate to rant about on here. Fellas... get those nike socks and sandals off your feet.

Personal Addition #17

fashion show was the best night of my life! it was so much fun getting to know my group and becoming so close with all these people. it's so nice to know I can count on these guys for anything and I'm so glad our group got so close! I love these people so much and I'm so happy I got to spend the past 5 months worth of lunches with them!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Writing Reflection #5

To be honest, color coding the moment did not interest me at all at first. I thought it was plain Jane and pointless to me improving it. However, I was wrong and I understand the importance to it. It makes you re think your work and makes sure you provided a good "show don't tell" I'm happy we have come to an end with the moment assignment and I am also excited to see what you think of mine! I hope it brings a smile to your face.

As for this fan fiction stuff, I just googled it and didn't get that much useful information to learn what it is. You will have to go over it as a class and explain it so us slower children might be able to have an understanding for what it is about and what a possible assignment could be!

Reading Reflection #4


Something Blue
Emily Giffin
Pages 14- 20
I’m now in the second chapter of this new book and there is already so much to discuss and talk about. I’m happy I borrowed this from Deena and I cant wait to discuss it with her sometime soon. At this point in the book i’m starting to find out a lot about the main character Darcy. I am starting to get to know her personality and I have come to the conclusion that so far, she really likes to live a dramatic life style and keep everyone including herself guessing. 
When she starts talking about suicide or plotting to get Rachel and Dex back it really makes me think, “wow, this girl is cray cray” but in the end don’t we all think about that kind of stuff? revenge is sweet, but of course the best revenge is just showing the person that you’re ok without them and that you will survive. One thing that really surprised me though was how serious she was about the suicide idea. It surprised me because I knew that she wasn’t doing it because she was mortified that she had found her fiance cheating but she was thinking about doing it just because she wanted them to feel bad. That really made me question Darcy as a person and that was the point where I really began to think she was insane. I predict that Darcy will not kill herself, and I also think that her and her new beau Marcus will not stay together and at some point part ways and she will mother the child on her own.

Personal Addition #16

SO, this personal addition is pretty much gonna be a rant session. Maybe thats not a good way of describing it but... hey, who knows. So, I have the most beautfiul group of girlfriends there is out there! and to be honest I am so so so frustrated when I hear them speaking so negatively about their body image, especially when there is nothing to complain about. Theyre all so beautiful and have great figures and great hair and makeup. The whole shebang. Yes, I am guilty for being insecure as well at points, but it really makes me wonder sometimes when its the people I love the most feeling so down on themselves! I know confidence is really hard to get sometimes and i blame social media! I think its great when a woman is curvy and embraces it! I think thats the way it should be. I think women need to learn to excpet their own body and feel comfortable in it! not everyone can be a size two! I think being healthy is the sexiest! no one should be stick think ever, but of course being obese is not ideal either. Im saying that people need to live a healthy life style and then confidence will come! I am going to try to be more positive about how I feel about my own body image, that way maybe my friends will eventually be more comfortable with theirs as well. I mean, you are who you hangout with right?

Writing Reflection #6


http://bacdcw.blogspot.ca/2012/03/blog-post.html#comment-form
The three links above are links to classmates blogs I commented on. I went to Ryan’s, Deena’s, and Brighton’s. The reason I left comments on theirs was because they really reached out and caught my eye and well because, they’re my friends. I think the comments I left on them were good because I shared my opinion with them about frienships and men! always good advice to get I would think! Some of the benefits to leaving comments on other peoples blogs is that you get to explore and get new ideas for your own blog! it can teach you a lot and its also a nice reminder to know you’re not the only one out there bloggin!

Reading Reflection #2


Something Blue
Emily Giffin
Pages 1 -14
I started a new book called something borrowed by Emily Giffin. I have only read the first chapter and already it is so dramatic. Normally I would use the term exciting to describe it, but then I think about the main characters feelings and I think, “shit, this really sucks for you. You lost your fiance and your best friend all in one night” The main character Darcy finds that her best friend Rachel is having an affair with her fiance who she was also cheating on. It is kind of ironic I must admit, but having your best friend do something that shady would be like a knife in the back. 
I guess this really makes me wonder about karma? I feel that she really can’t be that upset with the ex fiance because she was doing the same thing to him, but i completely understand how she could hate her friend Rachel now. I had a text to text connection at one point through this first chapter when I read that Darcy found Dexters (her fiances) watch on Rachels night stand. She has an attack and flips out on the both of them. I was really rooting for her at this point in the chapter and I knew thats when all the drama was about to unfold.
The reason I felt a personal connection at this point was because I understand how upset she was. But mostly, angry. I found out my boyfriend cheated on me once and I thought I reacted crazily by yelling at him. I could only imagine what I would have done if it was my fiance. I predict that Rachel will not even apologize to Darcy, and they will never be friends again. I’m very anxious to keep reading and find out what happens next.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Personal Addition #15

My Moment, the time I laughed the hardest

Personal Addition #14

In this personal addition I'm going to talk about my Good Friday with you! it was really really... entertaining. Good Friday was a complete success. I got to sleep in which rarely never happens and then I went to a feast with my whole family at my Ammi and Farfars house (grandparents) I also brought my friend carlee to the dinner cause she knows most of my family so I thought she would have a blast, which she did. There was so much food there that I think I'm still full!! I had such a good good Friday with my family and friends that I can't wait for next year!

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Personal Addition #13

I really like this picture I took. it doesn't really have any meaning to it at all it's just a cute little photo I took at chapters once. I think the reason I am so fond of it is because it has the essentials of course... Starbucks and that's pretty much it haha... don't you just love chapters?
day planner, chapters, starbucks, friends, and "studying" ....

Personal Addition #12

I know all I keep talking about is graduation, and nerves, and anxiety about graduation. This isn't really about that it's more so expressing my thoughts on what i'm going to be doing next year... and that's the thing. I have absaloutely no clue what it is I want to be doing next year. I applied for school of course because more then less likely that is what I will end up doing but what will I take is the real question! I feel like there are so many options right now and I am so curious about studying so many different things. I know for sure that I should go to school because I dont want to lose motivation if I took a year off. I just need to decide what it is I want to take... and If I want to go back right away. Then... there is also the question of do I want to travel.. well, I know I do want to travel.. but that is very up in the air for so many reasons. Who would I travel with? how much money is needed? where would I go? how long would I go for? I REALLY NEED TO DECIDE SOON WHAT IT IS IM GOING TO DO NEXT YEAR. HELP ME!?

Personal Addition #11

VOLLEYBALL <3
Last weekend I got to play volleyball with my old club team. It was really nice to be back and play the sport I love with some of the best people i've ever met. It was even nice to see some of the moms again and catch up on things. Regardless of how sore I was the following days after the weekend I am now torn if I want to continue playing with them or not. I guess its time to make a pros and cons list!

Personal Addition #10

I just experienced my last spring break of high school ever! it's crazy to think and I cant believe there is only 11 weeks of school left. I know were all getting excited for it. The break was really good. Not really what I expected though. I thought it was going to be a lot of laying around, relaxing and being lazy. I ended up working a lot though hanging out with friends every day and I even went to the lake one night and it actually ended up snowing. Of course... my binder stayed in the trunk of my car all break but that's ok because it was my last spring break to be a careless teenager! it was a lot of fun.

Writing Reflection Number Four

When I was writing my moment I experienced a few really deep feelings. It wasn't a sad moment or anything like that, it was actually a really funny moment I experienced with my best friend. It was about an experience that the two of us went through when we were on a trip together with her family for her sisters volleyball tournament. It was not a typical funny moment that people normally experience especially since it took place in a bathroom at a shopping mall, but to us it was the most hilarious moment we have ever encountered together. Well, one of them at least. I really enjoyed getting to chose what moment to write about and I like that we were given options rather then being assigned to write about one specific theme. Even though this wasn't exactly a life changing moment for me it really made me realize how much fun I have with my friends and made me realize who is really here to stay in my life forever and laugh on a bathroom floor with me.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Personal Addition # 9

It's weird how horoscopes work.. sometimes they are super wrong and other times they are right.... but which one is it??? hmmmmm... so mysterious.

Personal Addition # 8

MOST UN LUCKY PERSON I KNOW... myself. why can't I win one??

Personal Addition # 7

April 20th is coming just around the corner... and no I will not be participating in the 420 event. That's the date of the safe grad fashion show! i'm really starting to get pumped up for it after seeing the westwood one on the weekend. It was really well done and I want to make sure ours is in the same shape! i'm really looking forward to getting up on the stage with my group and rocking it in our Nygard wear.... only a month away! cannot wait any longer!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Personal Addition #6

This last week and a half I have been what you call grounded. It was for very good reasons I suposse but to be honest I think the whole being grounded gesture is such a joke and very over played. Parents ground you to try and teach you responsibility right? the reason I was grounded was for lying to them about a party I was going to. Now, this party was being held at my best friends house who just so happens to be the son of my parents best friends. So, I didnt lie to them completely. I told them I was going to a party. I just didnt say whos party it was. Anyways, they found out about it later on... my fault for showing up to my door at 5 am in what I will describe as being in rough shape. Long story short, i'm now grounded for a little while... yes I have learnt my lesson on drinking. Take it easy and stop going over board. But, that has nothing to do with being grounded. Its just my own choice. Now that im grounded ive been catching myselef "working" lots. Telling them I have been picking up shifts and really going to hang out with friends. So... does grounding really help or even work? in my opinion.... no. What about yours?

Friday, March 9, 2012

KONY 2012

When I first head about Kony 2012, I was in my room refreshing my twitter and wondering.... WTF is a kony? yes, that's right... WTF *is* a Kony.. I did not even look into what this was until I saw about 12 tweets about it. Finally, I googled it and watched a video my friend had posted on facebook. The same video you showed us in class, I was super touched when I saw it. It really made me think about a lot of things. Made me feel selfish but at the same time it also made me feel really greatful and thankful for living the life I live. I wake up every morning to what seems like pure bliss in comparison to what these poor children are waking up to. One thing I really liked about this video is that it realy made me cherish the fortune in my life. I have a solid family, a great group of friends and lots of love in my life. I will never be forced to be a child soldier and quite honestly.. I am very comforted by that thought. I also liked how this video brought up the completely foreign idea of making Joseph Kony famous. I admit, I don't think I really like that particular word, but I enjoy they used a different technique to go about this and took that risk. One thing I think I myself can for sure do is get an action kit. I think that any little bit I can give back will help and I would like to think that I can help and make a difference, or be an impact to a better change. I can only hope others will do the same and contribute to this great cause of helping the Invisible children. I think another way I can help is spreading the vision. I can tweet about it and add clips and what not on facebook. Clicking one button goes a long way to help. 

Reading Reflection number one

I know I am a little bit behind right now but that's ok. I'm going to catch up. The book I started reading today is called Mercy by Jodi Picoult. I wasn't originally planning on reading this particular book but when I forgot 19 minutes at home this morning I decided I would grab another Jodi Picoult book and give it a shot. I have heard so many amazing things about this author from you and other friends who have stayed commited fans to that author. I haven't gotten too far into the book yet but so far I have already realized a few things about the author. I feel that she really enjoys writing about very powerful emotions. Just from reading a few pages of 19 Minutes I understand most of the thoughts in it are very dark, much like the book I began reading today, Mercy by her as well. I don't have many questions about the book yet becuase i'm only at the very begining. The only question i've had so far is directed towards the author. And that question is, "do you have anything nice to write about?"the reason I ask this question is because her thoughts are so dark and mysterious. I'm not even at page 20 and there has already been a murder. I understand that this book is going to be about love, and passion and all that good stuff.. but is it necessary for the book to start with a bang? the first page started with this lovely husband sufficating his wife. What is that all about? I know we are not suppossed to retell plot and I will apologize for that, but I was just frustrated with the author.. only momentarily though of course. My predictions for this novel are that the author is going to jump back and forth from when this couple met and how their lives ended in what seems like such a caotic mess right now. To be quite honest, I have no personal text to text connections quite yet, and i'm not sure I ever will with this particular novel. The only text connections I have encountered is one with her other book. Both 19 minutes and this novel start out dark, and i'm going to guess end up dark too. However, this darkness keeps the book interesting and keeps me reading. So, I will continue to read it, and update you with these reading reflections.

Personal Addition #5



First, I would like to start this blog off by stating the fact, that no, I am not a 14 year old boy. The reason i'm reassuring you by saying this is because once I tell you about my gaming addiction you will immediately think I have a problem. So no, I don't have a problem. I am simply addicted to a little game called Draw Something... Mrs. Mclauchlin, as you might have noticed by now my attention being payed in your class the last few days has been lacking.. it is because of this game that I have already told you you need to download. GO, go download it now. I'm telling you, it brings people together and brightens the day.... hey.... at least im spending my time doodling rather then doing drugs on a Friday night? am I right? 

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Graduation

This memoir is actually starting to be a bit scary. I think the reason i'm starting to feel nervous and scared about graduating is the thought of, "whats next?" I'm really scared to branch off from high school and im scared of loosing touch with people I care about. Everyone is moving in different directions and its starting to make me wonder. At this point I think the only thing im actually excited for is spending June 28th with the people I love most and celebrating all the years weve known each other. I'm really excited for that day to come and put on that dress, hair, and makeup and confront the scary thought of the future with a big smile.


My Strange Addiction



I thought this was funny.. I have a definite shopping addiction especially when it comes to shoes.. i cannot count how many I have.. well I can, but I will not admit the number because not only is it embarrasing but it is also quite scary. I worked at a shoe store for a while, and let me tell you... that place loved me... although, my bank did'nt. Shoes are a girls best friend.

Friends



I really liked this because its a picture of me and pretty much my second family. I love these three girls so much, and traveling to Cuba with them was an experience i'll never forget. Lately i've realized friends are more then just people to spend time with, they are as close as family. I love this family :) Cuba 2012

Love


This six word memoir is about sharing the love. I think its really important to always stay as positive as possible no matter what the situation may be. Even though sometimes it may be hard it's always really rewarding when you can make someone feel good or youself. Always stay postive. Love > Hate

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Personal Addition #4

I must admit it was sort of frustrating trying to follow and comment on everyones blogs today. I really dont enjoy how its such an insane process just to "follow" someone elses blog. It's a step by step process that is really time consuming... oh, and another thing... it also takes quite a while to get the computers these days... you gotta go through 2 fire breathing dragons in order to grab a computer. (the librarians) someone should really look into finding some new ones.... sorry, but not sorry. SO FRUSTRATED.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Blogging Goal

One goal i'm going to set for myself for the upcoming week of class is to think outside the box more when it comes to my personal additions. Mostly i've just been uploading funny pictures so far that appeal to me or make me laugh really hard. I want to find more meaningful things and thinks that really speak loudly to me. For my next personal addition i'd like to find something different then a picture.. That is one of my goals for blogging this week. Until next time, XOXO gossip girl.

Writing Reflection Number One

I thought that writing the six word memoirs was a really decent assignment. It was easy to think of things and I liked how we had different topics to choose from for it. I liked writing them because it really forced me to be creative and conjoin words into a short memoir. Some pros about creating six word memoirs is that they are really straight to the core point of what the topic is. Some of them are really catchy and make you realize a whole lot about yourself or the situation that the memoir could be about. I honestly didn't run into any rough patches while writing these six word memoirs. It came really eassy and naturally to me. I thought it was a fun assignment and I liked the final results of my six word memoirs. I learnt that I dont give myself enough credit when I write things and I realize now that I need to give myself a pat on the back for some of my accomplishments in this class so far, and the most rewarding part was being able to laugh and smile at some of the ones I came up with.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Personal Addition #3

I spent my night looking at funny little clips like this and laughed pretty hard when I read this one. I feel as though not only this is a post of my own weird personal addition, I think this is a large reflection on how I go about my own life sometimes. Always trying to be positive and exciting... mean while... what really happens. Teenager problems.



Friday, February 24, 2012

Personal Addition #2

I found this to be quite amusing. I know we're supposed to ask permission to take pictures of students... but I'm sure these two won't mind too much. This is how some people chose to spend their time "reading" but, I will admit I was sound asleep like them.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Listography

six things to do before I kick it.

DONT JUDE THE DRAWINGS..... especially the monkey dude.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Writing Reflection

So... so far my blogging experience has been pretty simple. Compared to other kids maybe a bit better actually seeing as how they're still trying to log onto their computers. The success I've had so far is pretty much staying on task and getting all the work done on time. I haven't been too creative yet and I guess that needs a little tlc. Some other success I have had so far while creating and experimenting my blogs is the ability to blog from my smart phone. God bless the apple company. I find it to be more productive to blog from my iPhone compared to the schools computers. I'm able to log on much quicker and write faster. One thing however that I'm not very fond of is the issue of not being able to edit the blogs from my phone. It is a bit of an issue for me knowing my blogs look crappy and not being able to edit them. So, another downfall I've ran into is having to log back onto a computer at some point and maybe touching them up so they can actually look nice to the eye. One thing I'd like to do as a writing project would maybe be similar to Listography. I thought it was fun to think of things that are important and interesting to think about, and being able to express that into writing really makes you think and makes things more specific.